Focus Pocus ~ Pagan Blog Letter "F"

     Well... I am sooooooo.... way behind on blogging! I have no excuse only ~ADD,HyperD,LazyD,-Poo Poo D, I am sure I have them all. Whenever I commit myself to a project I have to have at least 5 or 6 other ones going at the same time.  I am just so interested in so many different things, and I just want to do it all!  Of course, the ability to stay focused enough to do that is extremely hard.  Sadly, I am the Queen of  distraction.  I can start something in one room and  go to put something away -from that room to another-, and sometimes I go back - sometimes I don't -because now I have started something else, or have become totally distracted by something else, in that other room!  Insane?  Probably.  I do continue to work at it every day by creating visuals to remind and guide me.  I make manageable lists of things to do each day so that I can at least feel like I am completing tasks that need to be done.  And of course apply some attention to that list of things I like and want to do.
    So what does this have to do with my pagan path you ask?  Well plenty- since walking this path has now become a primary FOCUS in my daily ability to be happy and successful at my life!  I really have not found anything that has quieted by shame bound soul and guilt ridden heart like this before.  I have shared the enchanted way that I arrived here through my previous blog, and though I am not quite ready for a press release on the indepth details, I do continue to heal and grow. This is only because I have been granted at least the blessing of knowing what my priorities are if I want to continue to get stronger.  If I do have any focus at all, it is in eating up all the education and knowledge I can to ensure my evolving magickal self.  The rest I am confident will follow.  So until then I am very proud to say that I am superior at circle casting ~as I do walk around and around in circles every day - Well my attention does anyway- lol

Namaste! and
Have a Blessed Bee